i'm the nice guy
that they
take for granted
until i'm not there anymore
and they
wonder why,
when i become reclusive
and standoffish,
i'm the bad guy
who missed out -
on what, though?
the drama?
the games?
the user-friendly
interface my
heart has become?
but for the occasional
useless love
lest you fall
in love
with being
in love
or rather
being loved
lest you fallout
before the
loveless shouts
wake you out
of wherever
you've been
sleeping,
dreaming
of me
to be
me but
someone else...
you can't trust me
i'll sabotage
deceive
and put thoughts
in your head.
