all of this / and just like that...

[part one]
this is ours. all of this: these moments and moments passed; moments to come and moments missed; all of this is ours. everything we had and lost or misplaced is still ours and i cherish those moments the most. everything we currently hold dear, held closest to our hearts, and everything we're bound to obtain, all of this is ours and will be ours forever. and for that, i thank you.

[part two]
and just like that...it's gone. the glances, the chances, our song. all because i couldn't accept that my failures wouldn't fail you. i tried so hard to hide from my past that i ended up hiding from the one person that understood it as just that...past. and now added to the list of faults that i never wanted you to endure, you sit atop as the one i regret most failing. so gone are we, but for this opportunity to build on the ashes a foundation based on honesty and integrity that crumbled so quickly before i realized that all i want is to be wherever you are and wherever you need me to be. and this being the first brick laid: i promise that whatever we are or whatever we become, the worst is over and you can have the best of me. i'd do anything to make you happy and everything to make you smile. i just wish i didn't have to lose you for me to fully understand how much it hurts when i make you sad.

and just like that...?